Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Bad day until...


Today was a rough day. The girls were just off I guess. From screaming to crying to disobeying. It was rough, one of those days that you want to crawl under a rock, then when I'm at my wits end one of the kids knock on your rock and say "Momma I love you" or " Mommy I am so happy your our mommy"....Did I hear that right? Your glad I'm your mommy after having to discipline you all day. Key the sweet music, and melting hearts you just made my day better. Thank you God I needed to hear that.

Training my way


I decided to train for the Tufts 10K in October. I missed running, every time I drove by someone running I always hear the little voice in my head saying that should be you. I have always loved running, but it has been a while. So I starting from the beginning. From walking to jog/running. I started on Monday and no kidding my legs are sore. I love that feeling though, I love soreness from running. So as of now I'm doing my training at night considering it's the only time I have. Hubby works long days and comes home late so it's after I get him fed and kids tucked in I go out and have mommy time. That's my favorite part, no guilt just me, my music, the road and God. I need it, I know not everyone needs that time but this momma does. I need to spend time doing something alone, free from thinking, disciplining, asking, telling, just improving mommy mentally and physically. I already know what I want for mother's day next year. I want to spend some time with my beautiful family but then I want to be able to run the Charles River. Every time I am in that area with hubby, I stare at the runners on the Charles and feel like my body is going to jump out and join them. So I am aiming for that run next May, but until then I will be running in Boston for the 10k and let me tell you this little chubby momma is excited.